I've talked about balance a whole lot lately and today the Universe seems to have decided that it's time to put my theories to the test. Thanks Universe! Don't worry, I think I've got this lesson.
All my life I've had tunnel vision. I fix on a goal and I push so hard to attain it that I pay no attention to the physical and emotional effects that pushing has on me. I suppose that with Soulflight I've been tempted to do the same thing. I want to touch every possible life. I want to help everyone who needs it and I want to do it so well. But sometimes you have to sit back and trust that the Divine plan has taken all this into account and the timing will be perfect. I can't control everything. And the best part is, I've finally realised that it's okay not to control everything. In fact, it's better not to control everything. Those who know me well probably need some sort of medical attention after reading that.
I've learned that if something doesn't want to come then it's best to allow it to come in its own time rather than face the heartbreak of forcing it and then being disappointed. Today something I had planned didn't work out the way I wanted it to. It feels good to sit back and understand that there is a purpose to all this and it works out for the best. Mercury is playing his games to help me revisit areas I can improve on and I feel like this will be the last time I have to face this particular lesson cause I finally reacted the way I should have.
So now my focus will go where it needs to go and when it needs to go and I'll be able to relax and do the work I'm supposed to be doing right now. I guess it all comes back to stillness and listening to that inner voice. That inner voice is directing me and as much as my logical mind was screaming that the inner voice knew nothing I know that what I am doing is right.
What I want to tell you today is that sometimes we really need to stop and assess. We need to understand that if we've done all we should have done then it's best to detach and trust in Divine timing. What is meant for each one of us is already ours, ready to be claimed and claiming requires nothing more than a whisper to the Divine. We are ready, we are waiting and we have faith.